"NOW
ON THE FIRST DAY of the week Mary Magdalene came to the tomb early,
while it was still dark, and saw that the stone had been taken away
from the tomb... Mary stood weeping outside the tomb, and as she wept
she stooped to look into the tomb. And she saw two angels in white,
sitting where the body of Jesus had lain, one at the head and one at
the feet. They said to her, “Woman, why are you weeping?” She
said to them, “They have taken away my LORD, and I do not know
where they have laid Him.” Having said this, she turned around and
saw Jesus standing, but she did not know that it was Jesus. Jesus
said to her, “Woman, why are you weeping? Whom are you seeking?" (John
20:1, 11-15a)
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We taste a small
portion of that same sadness we pray for God to heal us, and we stay sick. We feel a little of that helplessness when we ask Him to save a loved one
from death and watch them die anyway. We know some of her anguish when we beg God to help us out of trouble but seem
to struggle alone. We feel her heartbreak a little when we lose our
ability to walk despite our years of offering and service in God's
house, when we turn on the news to bombs and gunfire in our very own streets, when our parents lose their minds to dementia, when
our bodies betray us, when each day is filled with pain.
We know her agony when we weep at the tombs
of our loved ones, of our health, of our hopes and dreams and expectations. In those dark hours, you and I, like Mary, fail to
recognize Jesus for who He really is. All we see is a man who couldn't save Himself, a man who has disappeared and left us all alone.
But in the middle of all that aching
sadness, you and I are blessed because we know now what Mary
Magdalene didn't know then: the whole story of the Christ, the Son
of God. We know that what looked like weakness was actually the greatest, most
powerful miracle in all of heaven and earth. The Son of God
sacrificed Himself for us. Our seemingly infinite list of pain
and suffering does have an end: it ended on that terrible and
beautiful cross.
Our lives can seem like one long
Good Friday. Sin remains in us and all around us, BUT it does not
consume us. Take heart: your Easter Morning is coming because His Good Friday has already been. In the meantime, God is
with you as you weep at the tombs of what should have been, though Satan would have
you believe otherwise. God is with you for Christ’s sake because
Christ chose to die for you, and nothing can sever you from God’s love
even though the world has severed from you from those you love
best like the grave separated Mary from her Savior. But only for a
little while. Nothing will keep you and your loved ones from that
same Resurrection of Jesus. He has overcome the world, and like an
Easter morning following a Good Friday, our grief will be replaced
with joy.
Knowing all that, spending time weeping at tombs seems a fairly silly thing to do.
Knowing all that, spending time weeping at tombs seems a fairly silly thing to do.
Suggested verse to repeat if it's a difficult day is from John 20:15
PRC buddies, remember to breathe!
"Why are you weeping? -------> 5 count inhale
Whom are you seeking?" -------> 5 count exhale
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